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0 ` (12 Jul 2003;11:31am) ( mood . amused ) ( music . STOP DEFENDING! ) I'm going golfing! Hoorah! Unfortunately, it's with my dad's girlfriend, that he had an affair with 6 years ago. Lovely, I know. I LOVE YOU LEIGH. ;x

0 ` (11 Jul 2003;09:39pm) ( mood . drained ) ( music . "AYEEPA!" ) Wee! I finally own a car and a license. Put two and two together and I can drive around! I'm so happy! I drove, by myself, a highlight in my life, to my mom's to pick up my bracelets and necklaces that I had left there, and a few pair of panties.. and then went to the Weberstown Mall, to, yes.. as trendy as the store is, Hot Topic. I was wanting this All-American Reject shirt.. then I bought an underground rock shirt for my sister because she's so prep, and then I FINALLY FOUND MY SHIRT THAT I'VE WANTED FOREVER ON CLEARANCE AND MY SIZE OMG. It has this penguin and then "I wish I could fly" underneath it. I've been in love with it and could just never get it. I bought three shirts and it cost me effing $46 bucks. Well.. a few extra shirts and accessories didn't cost me anything. Ahem. Then I drove to the other mall, Sherwood, for food and to go to Victoria's Secret but all their underwear is over priced. I knew I should have gone to the semi-annual sale. GRR. So I went to the chinese food part and the guy standing in the door.. like half chinese half mexican or just plain weird, was rubbing his chin and staring at me. I was about ready to tell the girl who served me that it was bothering me, because it was like.. disgusting. Then my spunk kicked in, and I looked at him and said, "What, undressing me with your eyes, are you?" "Oh girrrl, wanting to do so much more." "Yeah, well.. if I even had the idiocy to undress you with my eyes, what would I find? A missing penis and undersized, overly hairy balls?" I can be such a bitch sometimes.. wtf. I kind of looked around for Reggie, praying that maybe he'd be there out of some strage spontaneity.. but, I saw nothing. I love my friends. Anyways, yeah.. on the way home, so guy was fucking getting on my ass so bad. I flipped him off, which wasn't smart because he honked at me. But yeah, I'm home. Goodies.<3 Now where in the world is my boyfriend?

0 ` (10 Jul 2003;10:49am) ( mood . amused ) ( music . Tengo Calor. =\ ) Thursday: Sunny. High near 100F. Winds WNW at 10 to 15 mph. Thursday night: Mainly clear. Low 61F. Winds WNW at 10 to 15 mph. Friday: A mainly sunny sky. High 107F. Winds WNW at 10 to 15 mph. Friday night: Clear skies. Low 63F. Winds WNW at 10 to 15 mph. Saturday (24 hours): Sunny. Highs 101 to 105F and lows in the low 60s. Sunday (24 hours): Abundant sunshine. Highs 98 to 102F and lows in the upper 50s. Yeah! That's effing hot! - dies. - ilu.

0 ` (08 Jul 2003;09:40pm) ( mood . giddy ) ( music . haha. ;x ) : She stays home and reads her dictionary. Cybers guys online since she can't get it in real life. Fakes being drunk off flavored wine and by taking liquid cocaine. I mean if you take liquid cocaine it messes up your system and you can't even type on the computer. I mean she is just a fake. She is going to grow up to be a worthless person, maybe a porn star or something. I mean her body is shitless. If I was a guy I could never go near her. She degrates the title of being a "woman." ROFL. I love my friend. And if you know anything you know who that is about.

0 ` (08 Jul 2003;10:13am) ( mood . good ) ( music . "blah blah blah homedawg" ) Allison Meador is deeply sensual. Her senses of touch, smell and sight are highly refined. And as for her taste? It's impeccable. Allison is extremely discriminating - when she sees the best, she won't ever settle for anything less. She would rather 'go without' than go for a poor substitute. But then that's Allison all over. It really isn't fair to call her 'stubborn as a mule.' Mules are adaptable, easy going creatures who are always eager to please - or at least, they are by comparison to Allison Meador. Unfortunately, for a person with such expensive preferences Allison is not a millionaire ...or at least, not yet. You never know, it may just happen because Allisons' relationship with money is very interesting. She treats it with a curious mixture of disdain and respect. She never lets it stand in her way, yet she will go out of her way to get it when she needs to. Allison is a smart cookie and a shrewd operator. It is not though, merely in the field of finance that Allison Meador displays intuitive wisdom. Allison has an affinity with nature. She can make almost any plant flower and bear fruit. This is just as well because Allison has a hearty appetite. She likes her food as indeed she likes all her creature comforts. Fond though she is of all the above - and of all life's little luxuries - there is one more source of endless fascination that Allison cannot resist. Allison doesn't so much have a hearty appetite for sensual pleasure as a ravenous hunger for it! Which is funny really because you wouldn't necessarily think it to look at her. Allison likes to play it cool. Allison likes to pretend that nothing bothers her, fazes her or excites her. Like all Taureans though, Allison Meador is a powerhouse of passion, as those who are lucky enough to know her - or to love her - will breathlessly testify. Don't make fun of my last name, I know you can't pronounce it. =\ Is it like me or is it not? I know it's right about the food thing. o.o;

2 ` (07 Jul 2003;05:40pm) ( mood . happy ) ( music . <33 ) ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN DO I CAN DO BETTER! .. yes, it's true. I'm being forced to update, most likely because Adam wants me to tell the only 4 other people that read this journal that I'm going out with him. Thank you and have a nice day. Oh oh oh oh. Yeah. I forgot.

2 ` (01 Jul 2003;04:35pm) I need a layout! I need a layout! Adam can I steal yours k thx.

0 ` (01 Jul 2003;04:28pm) ( mood . amused ) ( music . .. CHEVELLE! ) I'm going camping and I won't be back until Sunday.. maybe even Monday. I'm forcing you all to miss me. That's great and have a nice day. =] ilovesyou

5 ` (30 Jun 2003;03:02pm) ( mood . scared ) ( music . boys ) Too much drama. Leigh I love you so much, sweetheart. AIi dork: It just cracks me up how, no matter how many people will deny it, every person in this world is like "Gimme, gimme, gimme." No one has the forbearance or even the simplicity to stop from their banality that life is nothing but srambled eggs in a pan when it really could be served sunny side up. Steal it, you fucking die.

0 ` (27 Jun 2003;03:27pm) ( mood . blah ) ( music . I can't get started. ) YAY I GOT MY LICENSE EFF YOU ALL I'M GOD. Anyways, yeah. My cats are gross because they left a big torn up blackbird on my porch with its head gone, feet completely ripped off, guts hanging out.. yeah, it basically looks like every other bird they give me. Uhm, I'm going camping between the 2nd and 6th so miss me if you dare. I have to iron and pack clothes into the trailor right now which is no fun. Oh and I have a crush on someone and he should be happy. I'm finished. =]

1 ` (23 Jun 2003;11:12pm) ( mood . stressed ) ( music . It's Been a While - Staind ) Yeah.. I just read something that totally wigged me out and yeah.. I'm not going to converse with this kid very much anymore. I haven't read my friend's page on livejournal in awhile and there were 14 entries of stuff that I was very much behind on. Yeah.. I'm grossed out right now. Yeah. Grossed out. And like I've said a gazillion times, my driver's test is on Thursday. Talk about panic. I'm watching Golden Girls right now. It's my favorite show.. I'm very thankful for it. Hah, Dorothy's nickname in middle school was Moose. How cute is that? Not very. Ok. Yuck.. I'm in one of those moods again. You know- ready to curl up on the couch in an oversized shirt and eat popcorn, brownies, and a lap full of milk. I don't know.. I don't understand boys these days. They act like they like me but then suddenly, they like someone else. Or never liked me. Or like me but don't want a girlfriend. Or are over 21 years old. Like the guy who would have been my boss if I had taken that job at Round Table.. he called me just to talk. You know, let me know he's 28, give me his cell number.. his favorite type of movies and such? Yeah.. sick. They're all sick.. the bunch of them. Do any of you like me? =\ <3 Al

0 ` (22 Jun 2003;06:57pm) ( mood . anxious ) ( music . "Oh baby.. !" ) Yeah.. I'm really scared about my driving test on Thursday. Every time I think about it my nerves get shot. I hate it. Darn it.. I need balls!........................... or maybe not.

0 ` (20 Jun 2003;12:26pm) ( mood . scared ) ( music . "I SUCK!" ) Hah, new icon. I feel like I have a gap in my teeth. Too much air sucking, I guess? Yeah, last night I broke down into prayer and was praying the heck for Evy because she went to a rave last night and I was worried about her, and then also about other stuff.. like how I have no faith in myself. Next Thursday is my driving test and I already threw up about it.. I'm so scared. Not only because I'm a sorry driver, but because I know I suck at everything and also the fact that I'm putting other people's lives in my hand when I'm on the road. That's what scares me.

1 ` (16 Jun 2003;03:47pm) ( mood . sad ) ( music . "So loud." ) Falling Away, Matt Nathanson You win. I quit. I'm certain you let my hands wonder your hips Just to leave me desperate now. I remember your thread thin arms I remember your hands and how easily it seemed to me They could wrap me up in them Baby I'm fallin' away Baby I'm fallin'.. away. Wasted my September With you stuck up in my head Waste the days closed In hopes that the mornings will swell again Don't offer me rewards That's the weight I don't need Seen stronger men draped over your shoulder So filled with abrasions and too drunk to leave Baby I'm fallin' away Baby I'm fallin'.. away Because you were always good at putting words together And how you always liked it better when I never came around Because you were always good at putting words together Wearing them so loud. Wearing them so loud. Wearing them so loud. Baby, I'm fallin' away. Baby.. I'm fallin'.. away.

0 ` (16 Jun 2003;01:49pm) ( mood . calm ) ( music . "Ew duh." ) Whoa, okay. I'm calm. I was just pissed.. leave me alone. Now, c'mon Krysh! Get crackin' on that layout! ---->

2 ` (16 Jun 2003;12:41am) ( mood . .. STEAMED ) ( music . FUCK MUSIC FUCK HIM ) I'M GOING TO FUCKING BEAT UP THIS JERK WITH HIS OWN FUCKING BASEBALL BAT. HE NEEDS TO FUCKING GET A LIFE AND STOP TREATING WOMEN LIKE FUCKING WHORES. FUCK OFF YOU SON OF A BITCH!

1 ` (14 Jun 2003;11:53pm) ( mood . chipper ) ( music . "Heedur" ) Who's your daddy? That would be me. Now Kryshalins, finish the layout. ---> ;D

0 ` (13 Jun 2003;03:56pm) ( mood . happy ) ( music . "WHOA GIRL" ) Okay.. since it's summer now and I rarely have anything to do besides look for a job and lay at the pool and eat food, I decided to take a walk down to McDonalds for some Chicken McNuggets and a Diet Coke. From previous experience walking down to that center to look for a job at the market and such, I know that this can be hazardous for me. I'm a magnet for male hoots and hollers. I have come to a conclusion: since all the African-American, Mexican-American, Asian-American, White and other Latin-Americans that live in this town brought to my attention that I have a nice ass; I believe I have one. Thank you and have a good day. Hah. Two feet out of my mom's complex, I hear a "DAMN GIRL!" from a grungy Mexican hanging his head out the window with a miniature form of a white sombrero on his head. 30 seconds later, an African-American pulls over and says, "Baby girl..! MM! Washyo name? Whereyaheaded?" This one I kind of blinked at and said, "Have a nice day." It was quiet then except for a couple of Asians looked out the window and adjusted the mirror like an insignificant Pacific*Bell man did to me two days ago. I entered the crosswalk and a van of hotties honked and waved, and of course I responded with a little wave and a wink. As soon as I got on the sidewalk, I turned left and a 30 something year old guy was like, "Hey doll.. need a ride?" I just bit my lip and shook my head like, "No way." Then 20 steps ahead of that, I entered the bank parking lot where a guy was parked and as I walked past his car, he said, "Hello. How are you doing today?..." and something I couldn't understand. It rhymed with cool or school. And I said, "Fiiiine.." and finally I was free and I got my food. Then.. I walk outside and guess who's there waiting for me: the messican in his sombrero. He tried to get my number from me and I basically stated I wasn't interested; he reminds me too much of this one creepy guy who left a rose on my doorstep and expected me to respond to him checking out my ass. So I walked away. Pretty gross. I got a caramel sunday to enjoy on the walk home, and a really good looking pack of guys walked by, so I got a little.. flirty with my spoon. Just the way I was putting it in my mouth they all just stared and was like, "DAMN!" I felt like such a temptress. All this was kind of a ego booster considering I've felt like shit and unattractive the past couple of days. Really, I feel better.. but I'm kind of upset with a guy who was acting like he was interested in me and then suddenly decided that he wanted to get back with his girlfriend. Isn't that cute? And I also forced Paul to be my pretend boyfriend for a couple of days. I think today's the last but he might just want to keep up with it because he loves me so much. ;x Caitlin and I are going to Marine World! WHOO! Isn't that the coolest thing ever? I know, I know. We just don't know when. I hope that girl gets feeling better- I love her so much. Anyways, I think that's all I have to say considering no one ever reads my journal anyways. Oh yeah, look at my next entry to see the lineup for the Warped Tour I'm going on the 13th of next month. A month away! Yay. I'm going to be spending a lot of time at the North Stage, I'll tell you that much. OH OH OH. And if you want to read something really funny, go here: http://jpin.us/disorder/aof/articles/impressions.html Make sure you read the chat titles and then what he says. Its freaking hilarious.

0 ` (13 Jun 2003;03:44pm) ( mood . amused ) ( music . "WHOA" ) WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Krysh is the best wtf.

1 ` (08 Jun 2003;12:02am) ( mood . curious ) ( music . Leigh = #1 ) Hah I'm a neject and I love Leigh.

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